Sunday, 15 December 2024

Charles Dickens path

passing through the course of history 
ghosts are around, seeming to follow 
a touch on the shoulder here
a giggling laugh there, Music in an ear
shadows cloud out the light
swarms of drunken spirits in a fight
walking with fear during the night 
girls out on a hen do, shriek with delight
singing songs remind us why men are shit
alone lie the homeless with dogs by side
hoping to recover from the alcoholic bride
Rochester bridge painted as an iron clump
a man climbs up high, looking to jump
frozen in the chilling wind shouting away
hollows out with a kind of dismay
“please come down”……(patiently waiting)
 “I’ve seen enough ghosts today” 

save me from myself

I used to be me, you used to be you
now after all these years it’s only we
I’m part of you and you’re part of me
though bridges divide us 
a flowing river flows so fast to cross over
sometimes it seems we cannot step across
the drawbridge raises, tides rollover
six foot apart’ from a true romance
anxiety rules more than our love 
only god holds us from a touch above
we are at the time that we know everything 
we hold everything, we love each other more
we both know the score
will we be together forever or fall apart ?
in my heart you are with me eternally
I would be so rewarded 
if you never flowed through the sea
I will want you forever 
even if you don’t want me

Saturday, 14 December 2024

Next Christmas



Last Christmas I gave you my heart 
what an extraordinary way to start
words that wrapped around in style
repetitively strong, lingering a while
I watched with sad memories 
as they were speaking with love 
the man that caught everyone’s heart
a special time for us all
at twenty two envious of you
a famous star good looking too
while I had nothing and was a fool
well in fact that wasn’t true 
a year later the next Christmas
dedicated to you, covered in presents
my baby girl, a dream come true
I wept when you were born
in love at the first glance 
a just victory, I wanted to dance
miracle of a child like Jesus Christ 
to think I could have one of my own
Kellie’s Christmas, wonderful 
the proof that I had grown
you; then Michael, the life I had sown
forever with me, wherever you home
eventually you would go
but I always will love you so! 
I hope you know


Friday, 13 December 2024

year 11 Breathe for now

You cannot do it”, show them that you can
“you are too young to know”, teaches the inner man
“You will never achieve”, you will if you believe
“you are a loser” a challenge from a user
take the challenge and be a chooser
refuse to be the person they see
You will lose sometimes, winning is not free
keep striving on until you see victory 
it will come one day, be patient and you will see!

 “You can be the person you want to be”

Caring Wishes - Pat Hines.




Sunday, 8 December 2024

Waiting in the Rain



Looking through the windscreen
at the pitter patter of condensed wet
thinking rain rain go away again; yet,
here it is to dampen the reflections of life
getting prepared for the long drive
wet feet from a puddle splash

A baby cries in the distance 
comforted by his loving German mummy
then silence as he is pursuaded with a dummy
not understanding her speak 
though it was a loving tone she used
he will surely sleep on the way home

clump, clump, the rear passenger doors slam
bang, an end to the restful moment of release
cacophony of rap covered chit chat ending peace
accompanied not acknowledging existence 
turning on dab, ‘country’ radio for pleasure
a cocktail of sounds combine to the measure

listening to thoughts along the way
concentrating on which direction is best
so absurd, not a word spoken in jest
they, refusing to wear coats, opting for wet
still it could be worse teenagers we get
another car hydroplanes across the road in front

Forty five minutes of splashing wheels
a situation of mixed emotion a sentient feels
how an instant reflection can alter a mind
changing a moment of; hard to kind’
‘so how did it go’ I gently asked
not a word of reply, a nod of headphone look

home in time for an omelette still!
munching a nourishingly enjoyed meal
clean the plates, decorate the tree
then settle down to watch TV
finally dry what a day we’ve had
strictly first, cannot be bad

half hour more, a nod and a snore
that is what hard days are for
or was it the week of settling down?
with a fixed on smile, a look of a clown
thunderous wind, a dream and awake
cold in the limbs, for goodness sake





Friday, 6 December 2024

Mother Loves

Born to be a star he did not have to go far
cherished as a baby, loved as a child
love given readily, everything desired 
mammothreptive existence crazy and wild
a dangerous teenager demands a just
everything gotten must be a must
what could not be had could be got
mumma wiped his nose covered in snot
theft is a must to survive on a crust
stealing a car hidden by the rust
drugs were the ticket to an ill gotten gain
made enough money to holiday in Spain
arrested at the airport not to visit again
to him it did not matter, if it’s all the same
caught in a mall, by the fountain in the hall
shoppers listening to the music played by the band
stealing an iPad from a delivering van
surrounded by police with gun in hand
the TV news said as he gunned people down
a wrong kind of star completely out of control
inexplicably sad became overthrown 
the police shot the boy who is now in a hole
mum wept hard she could do for him no more
never knowing the reason or what Kalma is for

Thursday, 5 December 2024

Scary Wind

The winds are raging away, an angry storm
birds are cowering from the danger abreast 
trees are frightened of dangerous deathly snaps
fences are barely standing on concrete posts
Pets in hutches of destructive taps
there has been a few this year
not much sun then again not much cheer
maybe soon summer will bring some
along with it some fun and lots of beer

Don’t confuse a sentence

Don’t get caught
Out, for the night all
Night, is too short to
Sleep, in tomorrow 
Instead, go to the 
Circus, is full of 
Clowns, are deranged
Lunatics in the
Asylum of life
Long live America the 
Greatest was Mohammed 
Ali ran the lecture about
Elvis was the
King

Tuesday, 3 December 2024

L. 2 B E….vil

Evil is in the vein developed in the brain
It does not adorn the heart given to us 
or from the line with which we came
poisoning the blood 
from evil we have seen or gained 

 

If I can give… a moment

If I can write words to heal a heart
to help someone else’s pain depart
if I can offer joy to a little child
give them a lift to be happy & calm
not over anxiously wild
have fun in the days to come
a positive outlook of joyful fun
if I can die for others to live
then I can go quietly without worry
In a peaceful sleep
to have blessings in my soul to keep



Poem of Bart shape (kind of)

A Rut is similar to a Rat with a ‘U’ instead of an ‘A’
living off scrapings left behind
No improvement of any kind
a Hamster stuck on its wheel 
round in circles 🥶 on a pleasure thrill
fragility in blindness forgone the kindness
take away the heat, eat seed not meat
three blind mice, there is one with a cane
Tick, Tock, Tick, up the clock again
dreadful goes the thought
when the creature comes
You are once again caught
all that saving for nought
See the pattern
begins the face with a Bart 
looking for a start
you cannot see
for looking at



Sunday, 1 December 2024

Time to Fly

Passing the most wonderful years of my life 
four years and four months to be precise
such a wonderful place to behold
troubled in mind, yet everything concise 
doing my best for Van, Gillian & Callum 
losing my heart on love not Valium 
Ryan my friend, Ryan my boss 
Colin’s friendship, he is a loss 
the wind brought change that did not suit 
Moving along without the boot 
if things did not change they stay the same 
all my friends not one to blame
time to go, make a change in life
not even a word to my lovely wife 
feeling sad and a little blue
Jade & Carolyn, Lisa too 
thinking of the young that grew and grew
forever more I’ll think of you. 

Tuesday, 26 November 2024

The Robin

A Robin flew down from a local tree
while I sat on a bench musing history 
it decided to land ever so close
Staring at me with a knowing pose 
I gave a morsel of seed from my bread
the Robin ate well, until it was fed
a little chirp later flutter away
be great to see it again some day




Sunday, 24 November 2024

Brothers and Sisters

Spirits all around, the mystery no one knows
guide of the Holy Spirit reality or a show
Morning onto night, not a day to delight
shiny silver dagger splinter in the heart
violent egotistical being ready to depart
never could begin, never could they start 
apologies are easy, forgiveness a strength 
love and respect, a kindness without the length 
bridging the gap of love, a blessing from above
make peace in your head before, all are dead 

Saturday, 23 November 2024

Or

One way or another 
it will work out
One way or the other

Wednesday, 20 November 2024

Surge and Rush

Go through the door crafted from steel
for you heartedly step then slip on the cill
a window in age consumes what has gone
remember the person who was once known
the spider crawling its eight legs of craft
the vines of the history that were meant to last
be brave in the venture, strong in the choice
have the the last laugh be full, then rejoice
newly welcome yet not fully known
a day in the future of the grown
be slow to steadfast, patiently quick
understand what is expected that is the trick

Saturday, 2 November 2024

Tunnel Dwellers

Tunnel dwellers living in the dark
sleeping on the ground or in the park
hands out hoping for a handful of help
From a cold careless country in a gambling belt 

Tunnel dwellers beneath the feet
of those in casinos with riches complete 
wasting millions to win or to lose
fodder for casinos from years of abuse 

Tunnel dwellers all around the globe
strength in surviving, no ability to cope
serving time until winter comes
digging in deeper in a last desperate hope

America the great with a penalised state
walk past the homeless, life is great
England the wealthy, counting a penny
those uncared for children haven’t got any

apathy rules supreme it is often seen
countries around the world are obscene
prostituting children in wealthy city’s
no care for the poor and no time for pity 

They must see the past about people’s need 
war is inevitable with xenophobic greed
governments to blame for inciting gain
billions of poor still suffering in pain

Tunnel dwellers in the dark
hidden underground, no future, no spark
the poorest of poor, children in tow
In the darkest, deepest places

unnoticed in a hole





Monday, 28 October 2024

Triggered Emotions

here at rest weeping from memories of the past
shadows of the ghosts haunting will last
simple pictures in an historical mind
remembering days when things seemed more kind
passing through life as if I were blind

The pie and mash shop, F.W. Cooke’s its name
Kingsland high street, Dalston, no other the same
Sir Thomas Abney, five to thirty-five 
enjoying the moment watching my children play
while caring for others in a kind way

a little glimpse of what once was
carrying emotions of the unworthy cost
fighting the torture, the cost of pain
hoping to never visit it, ever again

I’ll miss my family to my death
my friends that were never there to see
that’s what I hate most about me
one day soon our lives will end
then there will be nothing left to mend

Friday, 25 October 2024

Changes

Facing atrocities,committing expectations 
changes altering your choice of a happy life
not your own doing a merciless decision
stealing your worth as valued person 
downward spiralling, depressive grudge
it will not improve, by an out of control judge
discounting money, irrelevant schemes
make the changes yourself for happier themes
You inner person is not a slave
worth your “weight in gold” they say
be strong, while you live and behave
Yet changes only change
if strength in choices are brave

Friday, 18 October 2024

Richard

Set upon in a car park taking blows to the head
beaten with a blunt weapon until you were dead
your skull smashed into pieces 
Clothes tattered with creases
attacked from all around until your life ceases

They said it could be drink to help the pain
Shoppers in cars thought, ‘this is insane’
parking in town, a horrific disturbance 
should have gone to Derby to watch the races
lots of people watching, shocked looking faces

‘A horse, a horse, my Kingdom for a horse’
they were the last words you spoke of course
an angry Tudor force, suddenly became barmy
men of military brave-hearts from the local army
saw you were King Richard iii juiced up and smarmy

Last day of his life, died at 33
strong as an oak, of the royal family tree
1485 the date of your death
it wasn’t a car park when you drew your last breath
Gilly and Callum, well they go shopping, instead




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