I could give up without too much sway,
My desire is to please but not on my knees so then,
why am I surrounded by a party that I feel uninvited to be at?
taking suggestions as if it’s just for them to use,
feeling alone, so confused. loneliness seems to be a trigger to thy doom, never required or required too soon,
silence is as golden as the moon, though sharing the peace would be heaven on earth.
forever trying to be a team player without a team or so it would seem.
I am hated, though I love.
Not to cause a scene