Tuesday, 29 August 2023

Unanswered Questions

I wonder will this sickness ever stop, will I ever have enough money to shop?, will my heart hurt forever?
will It destroy the good there is around or n…..
I, hoping we could cure this together

a mystery berates a person with lowered esteem
a confounding act of poor management it seems,
Why a destructive force within exists 
I have found very little joy that lasts or gives

I pray there is something warm to inspire better 
love forever in you, not weakening or shattered 
yet I am asking far too much to hold you again
for like a delicate flower, petals would fall
as rain, followed by my tears 

strength is a thing that I once knew well enough
now I am clothed in weakness and destitution 
I fear my heart and soul, will never know a resolution 
I could end it now without shame, stop confusion

my god why not allow such a hurtful act of self?
I ask without any meritorious objection 
then again I wait and on reflection……. 
hope to see the clouds dissipate for sun. 

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