Sunday, 15 December 2024

Gods pain

Raining again Gods tears
he must be very sad this year
It rained in spring, then it rained in summer
raining in autumn, it’s raining in winter
maybe it’s time to throw back the splinter
a piece of wood that cut his son
sharp pierced fingers then sharp pierced toes
the splinter that gorged his side
‘darkness’ the message so far and wide
Blood stained rivers the poisoned touch
from gods own hand he felt it such’
twas much too much pain to bare 
closing his eyes from blood stained hair
maybe next year he will return
to harvest the world for the world will learn

Note from author
May everyone have a most glorious Merry Christmas and an amazing 2025 love - Patrick Hines

Charles Dickens path

passing through the course of history 
ghosts are around, seeming to follow 
a touch on the shoulder here
a giggling laugh there, music in an ear
shadows cloud out the light
swarms of drunken spirits in a fight
walking with fear during the night 
girls out on a hen do, shriek with delight
singing songs remind us why men are shit
alone lie the homeless with dogs by side
hoping to recover from the alcoholic bride
Rochester bridge painted as an iron clump
a man climbs up high, looking to jump
frozen in the chilling wind shouting away
hollows out with a kind of dismay
“please come down”……(patiently waiting)
 “I’ve seen enough ghosts today” 

save me from myself

I used to be me, you used to be you
now after all these years it’s only we
I’m part of you and you’re part of me
though bridges divide us 
a flowing river flows so fast to cross over
sometimes it seems we cannot step across
the drawbridge raises, tides rollover
six foot apart’ from a true romance
anxiety rules more than our love 
only god holds us from a touch above
we are at the time that we know everything 
we hold everything, we love each other more
we both know the score
will we be together forever or fall apart ?
in my heart you are with me eternally
I would be so rewarded 
if you never flowed through the sea
I will want you forever 
even if you don’t want me

Saturday, 14 December 2024

Next Christmas



Last Christmas I gave you my heart 
what an extraordinary way to start
words that wrapped around in style
repetitively strong, lingering a while
I watched with sad memories 
as they were speaking with love 
the man that caught everyone’s heart
a special time for us all
at twenty two envious of you
a famous star good looking too
while I had nothing and was a fool
well in fact that wasn’t true 
a year later the next Christmas
dedicated to you, covered in presents
my baby girl, a dream come true
I wept when you were born
in love at the first glance 
a just victory, I wanted to dance
miracle of a child like Jesus Christ 
to think I could have one of my own
Kellie’s Christmas, wonderful 
the proof that I had grown
you; then Michael, the life I had sown
forever with me, wherever you home
eventually you would go
but I always will love you so! 
I hope you know


Friday, 13 December 2024

year 11 Breathe for now

You cannot do it”, show them that you can
“you are too young to know”, teaches the inner man
“You will never achieve”, you will if you believe
“you are a loser” a challenge from a user
take the challenge and be a chooser
refuse to be the person they see
You will lose sometimes, winning is not free
keep striving on until you see victory 
it will come one day, be patient and you will see!

 “You can be the person you want to be”

Caring Wishes - Pat Hines.




Sunday, 8 December 2024

Waiting in the Rain



Looking through the windscreen
at the pitter patter of condensed wet
thinking rain rain go away again; yet,
here it is to dampen the reflections of life
getting prepared for the long drive
wet feet from a puddle splash

A baby cries in the distance 
comforted by his loving German mummy
then silence as he is pursuaded with a dummy
not understanding her speak 
though it was a loving tone she used
he will surely sleep on the way home

clump, clump, the rear passenger doors slam
bang, an end to the restful moment of release
cacophony of rap covered chit chat ending peace
accompanied not acknowledging existence 
turning on dab, ‘country’ radio for pleasure
a cocktail of sounds combine to the measure

listening to thoughts along the way
concentrating on which direction is best
so absurd, not a word spoken in jest
they, refusing to wear coats, opting for wet
still it could be worse teenagers we get
another car hydroplanes across the road in front

Forty five minutes of splashing wheels
a situation of mixed emotion a sentient feels
how an instant reflection can alter a mind
changing a moment of; hard to kind’
‘so how did it go’ I gently asked
not a word of reply, a nod of headphone look

home in time for an omelette still!
munching a nourishingly enjoyed meal
clean the plates, decorate the tree
then settle down to watch TV
finally dry what a day we’ve had
strictly first, cannot be bad

half hour more, a nod and a snore
that is what hard days are for
or was it the week of settling down?
with a fixed on smile, a look of a clown
thunderous wind, a dream and awake
cold in the limbs, for goodness sake





Friday, 6 December 2024

Mother Loves

Born to be a star he did not have to go far
cherished as a baby, loved as a child
love given readily, everything desired 
mammothreptive existence crazy and wild
a dangerous teenager demands a just
everything gotten must be a must
what could not be had could be got
mumma wiped his nose covered in snot
theft is a must to survive on a crust
stealing a car hidden by the rust
drugs were the ticket to an ill gotten gain
made enough money to holiday in Spain
arrested at the airport not to visit again
to him it did not matter, if it’s all the same
caught in a mall, by the fountain in the hall
shoppers listening to the music played by the band
stealing an iPad from a delivering van
surrounded by police with gun in hand
the TV news said as he gunned people down
a wrong kind of star completely out of control
inexplicably sad became overthrown 
the police shot the boy who is now in a hole
mum wept hard she could do for him no more
never knowing the reason or what Kalma is for

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The message I have today is not to try the lesson I learned today is let it go by the moment of joy cost me dear destroyed all hope and high...